Rockout!

It's another19 hours to go to our next waited semester break..can't wait to get things done and enjoy the holiday...
As what happened to me last friday, I'll say that we can agree that we already have, in our modern world, a sufficiency of difficulties. The last thing I need is another cause to tremble, which is why I'm so annoyed on that day. To be clear, I'm not talking about the difficulties in today's life but rather the damaged that's been caused by a person with difficulties...which of cause give me a lesson that is, don't feel bad about feeling bad.
But then I began to wonder, when someone's in pain over the loss of something,or over whatever,telling them to be optimistic and look on the bright side will just adds insult to the injury...trust me, it is.
It seem that people who filled with pain and hatred will forget to appreciate the things that they have in their lives while yearning for that which was never their's.
Forgive and Forget....

I remember a saying where it says...Greatest woman is not emotional but rational...but then i say...Greatest woman overcome difficulties with reason not with anger

Early construction of our extended home

Wah..just want to brab a little here(hehe)...This is how it's looks like during our house construction..when I think of it now..there so many things that you wanted to get but it turn out to be just this...

Busy jugak ni

Wow! what a weekend.Been very busy settleing budak jajal punya problem..sampai pening ba.Give him a little whack here and there...baru tahu..padan muka dilo..puas hati betul..because all this while i only watch and done nothing about with...but of course winner stands alone.I mean,i think most people doesn't agree with what I did but I stand where I feel its right.Must try not to give a damn of what people would say....cayo,cayo.Sad
Anyway..the best part is,Deanna is 5 years old..and we done a birthday party for her at church so that there will be children around her also...

My Once big Clouds

Many years ago,I had lofty goals for two different domains,the first for myself,the second for the world.I wanted to scale the richness height and take my place among the well off people in the area(heheheh)..as a young teacher(that is once long ago), I wanted to inspire the girls and boys facing me every morning to go forth and change the world...
Alas, the reality has fallen far short of the ideal in both domains.Although I succeeded in making a good living but I am nowhere in the big league.As my student, as far as i'm concern, majority of them are too preoccupied with ensuring that they attain a material success to have other goals.
This have of course made me realised that in the imperfect world we live in,idealism has given way to realism, that indeed dreams do sometimes shatter painfully against the hard realities of day to day existence.
We sometimes forget that we live in a world of great complexity,flux and change.Mind boggling occurring almost on a daily basis giving impact to our activity and decision taking.
So I took supplement to overcome this dreadful life style....take good food,physically and spiritually.

It's Friday the 13

It's been a hectic month..it goes well with my usual mantra that is to smile (keep smiling even if it not a time to smile) and live through the day...ciayo ciayo..

Tomorow is my second week of no weekend...for a weekender like me,to work at weekend means to weep every hour(of course at heart la)

Cannot see clearly? good..since this is a young man picture..i introduce to you...my husband and guess what? he lived at the place where i wonder what it's look like...down there....never thought to go there and marry someone...emmm.

Here is the place where once upon a time...i usually passed by to go back to sandakan from KK ,up there (jalan tamparuli ranau) wondering what it's look like to go down there..this is it.
As time flew...this is a place where the half part of my life lived....nice place I loved it